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todae went to school with NCC uniform lyk damn shit sia but anyway todae was nice lah.
after school Mr tee teach me math stuff lah dhen had lots of joking time in class with him and i realise that he is very chinese cuz he keep toking to me in chinese.
So after that went to Amoy quee camp for live range, it was my first time shooting from a real M-16 and the sound is like damn freaking loud and the impact is so great that my shoulder now got blue black liao....nayway nice experience lah, and hope can gat marksman badge cuz thise year one very nice and next week i going to get promoted le...so happy...
Day by day, now friends in 3b are getting closer too, so hope can get very very close. Wants to know Ching ho, nasrullah all these people better lah but like duhn dare tok to them leh, cuz they lyk so cool dhen i suddenly tok to them like duhn know wad lyk tat. and Ofcourse lots of other people as well. wish me luck with that.
ok lah,stop here arh.

`love feeling are special but it is also very diffcult to detect is it really love`

just another ordinary day

today was just normal and nothing special. Just had a discussions with the mascots members this afternoon, found that acctually they were really friendly and creative lah so now should be able to talk to them like how a normal friends should.

After that,i went to school's macdonald and meet sharon and raishun they all, and then help out with making the acccessories for zulaika.So all of them went home at about 4.30 and left only me and raishun.So we had a chat and raishun help me sort out lots of things in my mind, some of the things we talked about was quite sad lah but in the end made decisions for somethings but perhaps because of all these that i was really in low low mood and i mean really low.

`decisions are hard to be made when one doesn't wants to hurt either side but it still has to be made, duhn keep on thinking what others think about you, just do what you are happy with but never be self-centered and never to disregard about other's feelings. JUZ BE YOURSELF.